It is becoming a habit that I do not care for. Now he has involved our very kind neighbors. He is so small and can turn on the pity for people fast. They were worried he was lost or that we were looking for him. I was very angry when I saw him. It had been 30 minutes since he left and a lot can happen in 30 minutes. He also left screaming he hated me and was going to tell the police so he could live somewhere else. That always freaks me out b/c I have done nothing wrong but they are so good at lying and denying it til their death. It is crazy how he convinces himself that the lie is the truth. Like when he screamed I punched him this weekend. I would never even come close to punching one of them yet he seemed to really believe what he was saying.
I am tired of it. I am trying really hard but not sure how this will end. Patches had a bad evening. I thin she is going to have to wear a helmet during her awake hours. She is head banging to make me mad and it is really hard. I've tried to ignore it but it is really too hard to ignore. She has to be doing damage. She also threw a sweater and it hit the baby. Not funny. The baby had no idea and I went off when she claimed "the kids need to stay away when I am mad". I always try to keep them away but she slipped in. I waited until she was calm and explained that SHE is the one that needs to be aware of the others.
Ava was a bit off today, too. I figure she was jealous that Ella, Alyssa, ans Emma spent the night out. She was mean to them. Oh well, she can't be trusted out of my sight so I can't let her spend the night out.