Monday, October 19, 2009

Going to the ER

I'm taking Michael to be admitted at a psychiatric facility. He is still struggling with feeling the need to stab me or kill me. He doesn't wan to go but says he needs to. He thinks about it from the moment he steps in from school. He has been trying to hide it from me. He thinks "they" are going to make him do it.

11 comments:

Jeri said...

I am so,so sorry. Praying that he gets the help he needs and you have the rest you need. You're doing the right but the so damn hard thing. jeri

MamaKate said...

oh honey! that is so hard, but sounds like the right thing to do.

i will be thinking of you and i hope it is not an all night ordeal but it probably will be.

Corey said...

Oh, love. Tough parenting day. Praying for your boy, and praying for you. xoxo

Jenny said...

I know how hard this is to do. We'll be praying for you all and especially for Michael.

SanitySrchr said...

My heart breaks for Michael. I can't possibly fathom how it feels to a 9 year old to have these sorts of thoughts and feelings. I can't understand the depths of his internal conflict.

I wish I had just the right words to comfort you. I know this has been a long road and a very troubling journey for both of you. This WILL get better. There are many, many people praying for the entire family, and especially him! Hang in there!

Crayon said...

:( I'm praying for him.

Sheri said...

I know I commented on facebook, but I have sooo been there. It makes my heart hurt for you . . .

Lots of love.

Torina said...

I hope they can help the little guy. That royally blows. How are YOU??

Melissa said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. Praying for your family Tudu. I hope Michael gets the help he needs.

FosterAbba said...

I am sorry.

leel said...

hi there,
just getting caught up on your blog now. i'm so sorry, but so GLAD he can come to you and trust you with his problems. I imagine that helps his siblings understand as well, and be able to in turn trust you more and more. THAT is huge. You are SUCH a great mom. I just needed to tell you that.

Hugs for all...