Rosa has abandoned me with all 11 children for 3 days. I am in Hell and it is only the first day. She took off with her friends to see one graduate from Boot Camp. I know why she really went, the kids are out of school for the week and she wasn't going to get caught dead here with them. I can't blame her. In fact, if I could've thought of a reason to leave, I would have been gone and not looked back.
Don't get me wrong, I love spending time with my kids. I just prefer them to be asleep. They are so much more receptive to my love then. They don't dig their little elbows into my breast as they hug me. They are quiet. All good things, in my opinion.
I am going to try to potty train Gia while she is gone. Gia asked to wear panties so what the heck. It could go wither way, she could be mad for missing out on being peed on by her darling daughter or she could be thrilled to have skipped that lesson and enjoy the diaper free days that are sure to be ahead of her. I am hoping she will be happy.
About Me
- Tudu
- Deep South, United States
- I am the mother of 10 children, 6 are part of a large sibling group we adopted through foster care in 2006, 2 are our grown foster daughters, 2 are from independent infant adoptions in 2001 and 2008. Every one of them have their own issues to work through from Schizo-Affective Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Complex PTSD, Reactive Attachment Disorder, Sensory Integration Dysfunction, ADHD, and Cerebral Palsy. Most of our children have been victims of sexual abuse by a close family member, most acted out sexually or exhibited predatory behaviors. We are currently trying to figure out where the trauma ends and mental illness begins in each of their lives.
2 comments:
oh no 11 kids..that's a way more than a handful. you poor thing. i hope that you manage to cope with them all and don't end up tearing all your hair out! good luck!!
Did you get your superhuman powers in a radiation accident, or were you born that way? When I read posts like this I do not envy you, but I do admire you!
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