Finishing Off My Family

This is about my life loving a bunch of crazy people. We are searching for ways to cope and heal from an alphabet soup of diagnosis. I am proud to be the mother of the bravest people I know.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

The Sentences

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I was nervous and asked if it was inapporpriate to vomit in front of the Judge. I declined to speak in their Mother's sentencing b/c I ...
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Too Much Time to Think

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I can feel the stress starting to dissipate. I found myself daydreaming today of a time when we wouldn't have so many appointments. On...
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Monday, October 26, 2009

Lifetime Movie

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After weeks and weeks of worry, the DFCS worker called and said she has some things for us to sign and our case will be closed. She offered...
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Snake Bites

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This is one of their favorites. It is not the one that caused the picture below. The kids are never in the room alone, the cages are all l...
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Another Thank You and a Song

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This is her room after a rage. If you look closely you can see her writing a song about how much she hates me. She had calmed by this time...
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Devil Girl

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This is Alyssa's eye after Kiera threw a block at her. It took 10 days to heal. This was not the worst looking day, by far. Kiera'...
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Sunday, October 25, 2009

Remember Anonymous?

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Well her name is a mother on other sites. She followed me from another blog I read about January, a 7 yr old that has Schizophrenia. This...
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Saturday, October 24, 2009

First Loves

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Some of the emotional roller coaster I was hoping to avoid with this brief hospitalization has happened anyway. Last night, Patches screame...
Thursday, October 22, 2009

Relief

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I had the best meeting today with that agency. I was almost moved to tears as they explained what they could do for me. They will handle t...
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Forever

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I wish I could say today was better. It wasn't. I am exhausted, not hungry, and have a nagging headache. My son's teachers contac...
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

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The psychiatrist called. My son admitted his hallucinations are telling him to kill me. This is the first time he has openly admitted that...
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Thank You All

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We have received so many cards and boxes. The kids have never been so excited about anything. We are all overwhelmed by your generosity. ...
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Monday, October 19, 2009

Going to the ER

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I'm taking Michael to be admitted at a psychiatric facility. He is still struggling with feeling the need to stab me or kill me. He do...
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Friday, October 16, 2009

An Award

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I have received numerous comments on my post to Anonymous. I would love to thank each and every one of you that commented. Your support li...
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Thursday, October 15, 2009

At Least It's on Tape

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Michael was sitting in my lap in therapy and told the AT he was fine. He didn't need to go to the hospital. The AT is smarter than tha...
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Keeping Him Safe

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My son is not handling things very well. I've mentioned that he isn't eating well and is being a butt to everyone. Tonight he kic...
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Dear Anonymous

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I appreciate the fact you took the time to read the entire blog before commenting on it. I think you have misunderstood a few things. Atta...
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

A Bad Week

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I have a random thing that I need to keep track of that most of you won't give a moments care to. Ella fell in the tub last night and b...
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Monday, October 12, 2009

The School, Again!

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I can't believe I forgot to mention that I received a certified letter from the school on Saturday informing me they are reporting me t...
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Chat Rooms

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No matter how much I spout information about internet predators and try to monitor her online activity, she is still convinced they are all...
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Tudu
Deep South, United States
I am the mother of 10 children, 6 are part of a large sibling group we adopted through foster care in 2006, 2 are our grown foster daughters, 2 are from independent infant adoptions in 2001 and 2008. Every one of them have their own issues to work through from Schizo-Affective Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Complex PTSD, Reactive Attachment Disorder, Sensory Integration Dysfunction, ADHD, and Cerebral Palsy. Most of our children have been victims of sexual abuse by a close family member, most acted out sexually or exhibited predatory behaviors. We are currently trying to figure out where the trauma ends and mental illness begins in each of their lives.
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